Hmmm I dont know what made me return.... I guess its bcoz of some worthwhile things which needs to recorded down has come by. These months have been of self reflection, self discovery and relating to the outside world. I discovered not only what's and who's me but also the surroundings, what and who are around me. Met a interestingly diverse yet similar bunch of people in my new institute.
Bren signed off at 2:41 am
Wednesday, May 28, 2008
No more blog entries henceforth. Come back here only for event updates (if there're even any) or maybe some picture gallery(facebook does it better).
*Shut Down*
Bren signed off at 5:31 pm
Sunday, May 25, 2008
Thanks to the many who have helped me for bday pt last saturday namely David, James, Lz, Mel, Debs, Wei Li, Jo. Kitchen was a messy place to be in I swear. Thanks to those who found time to attend the pt, sorry if there were any hiccups along the way, I swear I will cook up a more grandeur and better pt the next time round!! So Just watch out for it people!!! Thank you for being part of my 21st. I loved one particular present the most, well it wasnt anything costly, it was a simple present. A receptionist from a company where I usually go to made me this bday card which was so cute! So sweet of her and I was touched by her actions even though we barely knew each other... 'dhl boy' ... lol
Hope u are able to ride thru the storm of yours. I dont speak to you very often anymore. But I still regard u as someone close. Go to the institution you feel most comfortable in, that is if u know which it will be. I will get some help for you... Not as much as in the past but still some assistance in a way or another... Like I said before, smile always! If I am ever needed, I will be somewhere close by...
Bren signed off at 2:07 pm
Friday, May 16, 2008
Hmmm.... I need help...
Bren signed off at 1:09 am
Wednesday, April 30, 2008
Sometimes, I think that I know and understand __. So well till I know where my life could end with no remorse, with happiness and with a sense of satisfaction. Sometimes, I feel that I do not know __ at all, like a stranger, an outsider, a passer-by, a person whom fate didnt bring. I do not know why, why have I fallen so deep... So fucking deep in this pit of darkness lately... I placed too much hopes in something which I knew months back that it will never work out or happen. I knew it and I even told myself to end this misery, but I still held on to whatever frays that this very rope of hope might have to offer me. I feel so dumb and stupid for my relentless chase for nothing... Nothing... Things didnt reciprocate... I am disappointed...
I am angry, very frustrated with.... Myself... I am the one who needs to wake up, step in a reality again stop living this fairytale that's not happening for real. To think I can offer advice to your problems, I am laughing at myself coz I cant even solve mine. I am a JOKE, a living JOKE, a Friggin JOKE in reality...
What the fuck have I been doing I really wonder... To think I wanted to even ask __ that critical question...
I having feelings and I still am fond of ___ . Are you?
Bren signed off at 11:15 pm
Monday, April 21, 2008
I have successfully ORDed from the biggest bane of a male Singaporean, NS. Well thats my opinion of NS although it was coupled with loadsa fun times which do not really last in the process. Bid everyone farewell on Friday afternoon thereafter collected my IC. Met up with cc in the evening, accompanied for her shopping trip at bugis for her new outfit. Had dinner at Central's Manhattan Fish, serviced seemed to be alil slower and retard than that of PS. Oh well probably coz its more crowded at Central.
Celebrated Tze's bday on Sat evening at his place. Played the new PS3 game, ROCK BAND. Hella fun with the percussion set, guitar and the microphone. Crap makes me feel like wanting to get one too. Haha ps 2 will just do fine with Guitar Freaks or Guitar Hero for me. Met up with the Dota group for a few games. Still Melee str based heroes are meant for me. Cant seem to use any other heros properly.
What have been doing lately?? Well I frequent the library for materials and research to try to expand my portfolio. Reading up around for ideas and inspirations for more works to be created. Spending time at Bras Basah with David to accompany him to study and prepare for As this year end. Trying to visit various exhibits and art galleries for enrichment and awareness of a different vision and perception of this world.
I am in the midst of completing my new outlook. A new fashion statement exclusive only to myself. I can envision how it will turn out in the end. I just wanna look decently differently unique. That's all... I dont ask for too much... Do I?
Bren signed off at 2:36 am
Wednesday, April 02, 2008
How does it feel when I tell u I got 16 days of nonsense to go thru? How will it feel after 19 days are over? How will this 16 days of NonSense turn out? How did I go thru this 1 yr 11 mths of NonSense? Well (N)on(S)ense is inevitably the biggest mistake a male singapore goes thru in his life... Totally...
Just came home from Janell Yeo's Concert at the esplanade. Who's she? Well I dont really know her background but she's violin prodigy currently sitting at the age of 14. Yeah indeed she plays the violin beyond any normal violinist would. Enjoyed the concert with lz with a good mix of slow tunes as well as cheery ones.
Celebration lz's bday party at Miss Clarity Cafe at Thomson Road. It was a really a loud event thanks to us, shooters. Made a hella noise since the start of the event from 7pm right til the end of the party at 10.30pm. Went for drinks at our old hang out at Iguana. Didnt down much coz most of us already lost steam and energy after we reached clarke quay. LOL. Thanks everyone for making the event a successful one.
